Wondering,
what are tears for, and where does it comes from?
Was pratically crying the whole day yesterday during Kbox and after kbox,
told yuxuan, yiling of what happened,
they asked me to cry it out loud and not to keep it in my heart,
because I've tried to not cry, but on the other hand, I feel like crying.
Now, I feel like crying.
I just do not know why and what to do.
As I've counted, I've lost 11 friends including thung.
Taken a line from Christ Jesus "Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do" when people try your nerves and upset you pray for them they NEED it!
So currently, HE is on my nerves, I have to pray for him right?
It have come to a point that I feel so disgusted sms-ing him.
And it had came to a point where now, I hated him so much.
Though he's the one who cheered me up when I was down caused by ERM,
and I liked him. But now, I feel the urge of scolding him.
This suck!
