Hurray! It's H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!
It's holiday, yet I am sick.
Well still, praise the lord that I am only sick on holidays yep?
Yesterday, Shanney told me alot of of things that really make me understand alot.
I guess that God wants me to realise who are my friends and stuff.
And maybe that's a way to pull me nearer to him.
Well, I have yet be forgiven by them,
but I know I have been forgiven by God,
and no matter what,
God will always be there for me and guide me through every problems I encountered.
He made me realised who are the people who can make me happy,
and who aren't the ones.
Who are my real friends,
and who aren't.
Actually, I am kind of sick of my life the previous times where everything just happen,
I totally broke down in school,
cried in the toilet,
cried at home,
anywhere that I can cry as well as no one notices.
That was when I totally don't feel like studying when my N's are just around the corner.
That was when I went to look for Mr. Ivan lee and told him everything.
Yiling and Yuxuan went too.
The session was fun, as well as heartbreaking.
He gave me advice and motivation to study,
that is why I feel that I love studying more than I like anyone except God.
Everyone around me seems to care about me,
even Chongkai, and my teachers.
Thinking back of it, felt so happy,
but also, quite sad.
Shanney told me : 'let them know that you still can live without them.'
So, I am going to live my life to the fullest even whether I have friends or not!
Keep going! God will be there for you :)
