Had been so awfully busy these few days,
basically because of the upcoming N levels these few days,
I don't want to get 19 points, instead, I want to get lesser than 19.
Was thinking about a lot of stuff these 2 days,
thinking about love, exams, future and friends.
Love;;
Who do I like?
Different attitude, different appearance, but same age.
Because the both of them treat me differently.
Well, shouldn't say how they treat me here,
but, those who know me should know who I am talking about.
Exams;;
What if I can't get 19 points and above,
getting kicked out of the school,
Where am I going to do if I got kicked out?
Future;;
What am I going to when I grow up,
Can I enter Chemical engineering course in Poly?
Thoughts are just running through my mind like running tap,
like what I did throughout my history lesson,
was thinking about the stuff he told me,
was smiling to myself throughout the whole paper,
scribbling on the extra sheets of foolscap,
writing letters to everyone,
but I crushed it away since I am not suppose to take any paper out of the examination hall.
So many things are on my mind,
I should just focus on my N's now and not love stuff,
but the stuff he told me and the smses we send,
just kept appearing in my mind,
I don't know how stop thinking,
Well, I just want you to know I like you better than I like him,
I hope that you will never ignore me,
I just want to say
Je t'aime
