People say that, if you see a shooting star, make a wish.
Sometimes I am wondering,
does shooting stars really exist?
Even if they do, does the wish humans made happen?
If it does, how I wish I can see and experience a shooting star now,
because I made a really huge mistake that caused myself to lose so many good friends.
I really regret for what I've done,
but in the chinese verse it goes like this "泼出去的水,是无法收回的"
I guess that it is correct.
Whatever I've said/ done,
it's impossible for me to get it undone.
The only way I can do is to say 'Sorry' and hope that they will forgive me.
I still remember, before I posted such insulting stuff on facebook,
the devil had total control of me,
my mind was blank and I did not know what I am doing.
Now, the evil know what my weaknesses are,
and he is trying to worsen it to affect my studies,
well, its my point of view.
Everyone sin,
but when they beg for forgiveness,
the party forgive them,
but when I beg for their forgiveness,
why don't they forgive me?
I know the things that I've done wrong,
I just wish to have them back as friends.
Sometimes, I really wish I could talk to them,
but I doubt they will talk to me since they hate me so much.
Thoughts are just a one-sided view of yours.
Think twice before you speak, because your words and influence will plant the seed of either success or failure in the mind of another. ~Napoleon Hill
I totally agree with this sentence.
For mine, some are successes but some are failure.
But do not afraid of trying, do afraid of not trying.
I suppose I had to think twice before trying.