Didn't attend today's service because I felt kinda cheated and angry with her, 

So I went Fareast with Yuxuan and Yiling,

walked from Fareast to Orchard,

was kinda tiring but FUN along the way because was sms-ing and irritating him at the same time.

Around 5 plus 6, 

walked to Orchard MRT by myself because I wasn't having lunch with them.

While I was walking towards the MRT,

an Asian guy suddenly stopped me by calling excuse me,

turned my head towards his direction,

he walked towards me and asked me to do a very simple survey,

I kept rejecting him and he kept begging me to,

in the end, I agreed.

The survey wasn't a written survey, it was a verbal survey and his friend was filming.

So, the first question he asked,

"Do you know who lady gaga is and what's your impression of her?"

It's kinda a weird question,

my ANSWER was :" She's is unique and weird because of her fashion sense"

Next, he asked, "What about Mother Teresa?"

Very weird question,

ANSWERED :" As a Christian, I feel that she is a mother of mine, because she took care of catholics and Christian" 

I totally have no idea why I said that,

anyway, his last question was:" What about Jesus?"

ANSWERED :" He is my Saviour, my god. He was the one who sacrificed himself to be crucified for our sins."

It was the end of the survey, shook hands with him and walked away.

Thought about the questions being asked previously,

suddenly, so many thoughts ran through my mind,

I could say so many things about who Jesus is and what I think of him,

but it was too late, the survey ended.

I could have answered in a way that all Christians would answered, which is 

" Jesus is my saviour, my god, my IRREPLACEABLE god, he did not even complain even though his father,GOD, send him to be crucified for our sins, our wrong doings. He is the God who will always be by your side guiding through and be with you together with all your problems no matter what."

This is what I could have said, but I didn't! 

I feel that I am such a fail Christian all of a sudden.

But ya, I still love god as much as before! :)